A SONG FOR WHAT NEVER ARRIVES

By Roberta Hill Whiteman


We aren't like those who kiss like fishes, lightly, easily, quickly gone. Let's sink entwined to those reaches beyond this human world, where tongues of ripples form familiar kinship. Inside me, summer leaves have begun a meditation, and I wake from dreams

as one might wake from fever, bewildered by the smoke billowing from my neighbor's chimney. When the vacant sapphire sky finds an alley of black trees, I feel you haunt an unknown layer of my heart. How can I set in order this debris? It's all I am.

Charmed by illusion, by nature consistently cruel and kind, born to confusion, perhaps we shouldn't plan to arrive at the end of love, but should move inside its mystery like chickadees, those acrobats darting in and out of branches, paled by frost.

Perhaps it's best we accept the thrum of water alone. Like weeds, we grow submerged in shadows, feeding on the last fire of a stone. Yet we can emerge from our lagoon so tangled up that children, reaching for one tinted bloom, will gather both blazing quietly as stars.

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